So im ready you guys
FOR WHAT YOU ASK? im ready for my life to change.
what iam scared of completely letting go.
Im sorry im scared of letting go of shit its not my fault.
But i love you of all. thanx for reading
im feeling really iono about stuff.
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
To begin....
Hello everyone....
Im just loving life loving myself, prolly loving you too.
So i got a new bike it rides perfectly and im gonna be in shape when i come back to school.
Yes this is for dance purposes if you just wanted to know. im not tryna be thin ( i guess ) but i would love to be able to have a lil bit of an appealing body.
Im having an excellent summer so far. LOVE'N IT. Project just smile is in effect. i feel that if you smile from within your exterior forces will be more positive cause you to have a better and more positive and productive day.
i really wanna go to new york and to have my own loft there.
Yea im random and i dont care <3
I miss my nellie and most of all my friends.
I miss ecclectic.
Oh yea im almost flush within my splits.
i feel like being poetic so um imma write a poem today.
I think im scared of taking risks so im holding my feelings back from evolving ( not in one occasion but with many )
anyone care to go out this weekend. feeling a lil olive garden'e
ok i think thats all of my spiratic blogging for now.
Im just loving life loving myself, prolly loving you too.
So i got a new bike it rides perfectly and im gonna be in shape when i come back to school.
Yes this is for dance purposes if you just wanted to know. im not tryna be thin ( i guess ) but i would love to be able to have a lil bit of an appealing body.
Im having an excellent summer so far. LOVE'N IT. Project just smile is in effect. i feel that if you smile from within your exterior forces will be more positive cause you to have a better and more positive and productive day.
i really wanna go to new york and to have my own loft there.
Yea im random and i dont care <3
I miss my nellie and most of all my friends.
I miss ecclectic.
Oh yea im almost flush within my splits.
i feel like being poetic so um imma write a poem today.
I think im scared of taking risks so im holding my feelings back from evolving ( not in one occasion but with many )
anyone care to go out this weekend. feeling a lil olive garden'e
ok i think thats all of my spiratic blogging for now.
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Just Smile :)
Have you ever thought you were being pushed to the limit or just have been tested at every second. (YUP). today i just felt like i had something overcome something to explain. yea i have. i just feel like the more i succeed the harder it gets. not like im gonna go and do something stupid and or do something illogical ( just not me ). i just felt like instead of going through all the trouble of talking about why not just push every thing aside and SMILE.
Questions:
-what makes you smile?
-is it someone who just brightens your moment or day?
-do you ever just need that one person to talk to and help you through you pain?
Questions:
-what makes you smile?
-is it someone who just brightens your moment or day?
-do you ever just need that one person to talk to and help you through you pain?
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Hey there Dalilah <3
Hola peeps,
I have a new beautiful beta fish. her name is Dalilah. she is so pretty damnit. ok she get it from her dad. ( just joking) her tank looks kinda plain rite now but imma pimp it in a couple of weeks. Prolly make it pink in blue and put some plants up in der. you know after she get used to me and stuff.
well other news in my life is that im doing me. bouta fully dedicate my life to working out and getting as in shape as possible. also dancing my life away. also drawing my fingers off. then learning my brain out. so everything seems pretty extreme but its not im just being dramatic.
Ive been feeling kinda down lately....but again in retrospect im doing still way better than i could be. many ppl would die for my problems ( not even joking ). i was talking to a cousin about his problems in life and they include his mom putting him out, he gotta find 300 to pay for his gfs second abortion ( 1st wasnt from him ), he dont have a job, he wants to drop out, and on top of that his friends trying get him in a gang. SOUNDS KINDA BAD DOESNT IT. Moral of that story is that someones situation is always worst than yours.
Questions for you all:
1. does love have a specific time frame?
2. have you evr felt between a rock and a hard place ?
3. have you ever got tired of hearing something over and over again?
I have a new beautiful beta fish. her name is Dalilah. she is so pretty damnit. ok she get it from her dad. ( just joking) her tank looks kinda plain rite now but imma pimp it in a couple of weeks. Prolly make it pink in blue and put some plants up in der. you know after she get used to me and stuff.
well other news in my life is that im doing me. bouta fully dedicate my life to working out and getting as in shape as possible. also dancing my life away. also drawing my fingers off. then learning my brain out. so everything seems pretty extreme but its not im just being dramatic.
Ive been feeling kinda down lately....but again in retrospect im doing still way better than i could be. many ppl would die for my problems ( not even joking ). i was talking to a cousin about his problems in life and they include his mom putting him out, he gotta find 300 to pay for his gfs second abortion ( 1st wasnt from him ), he dont have a job, he wants to drop out, and on top of that his friends trying get him in a gang. SOUNDS KINDA BAD DOESNT IT. Moral of that story is that someones situation is always worst than yours.
Questions for you all:
1. does love have a specific time frame?
2. have you evr felt between a rock and a hard place ?
3. have you ever got tired of hearing something over and over again?
Saturday, June 7, 2008
Update. to mi vida
Hello,
I feel great. well im telling myself that. but i do its just that im looking over alot of shit rite now.
This week has been like a big realization in my life. i feel like i am transforming into a whole new person. Im loosing weight, my aspirations are becoming more clear, the people who belong in my life are becoming more definite, but with success comes more struggle.
Like its alot of things im struggling with whether its family or social but im still struggle. but u know what im not even gonna let it get me down or anything. im so sick and tired of wasting my life away by being sad or angry at myself for things ppl do to me. its fine im going to get hurt sometimes but im way stronger than letting them simply break my spirits.
I really like this one person in my life rite now. they simply are amazing. even though i feel pretty connected with them. im not even half way connected or close to them as i should be. i still get nervous when i talk to them. ( ghey ) but yea im gonna let it ride. i was apprehensive but i think they will be a great person to share life with.
I love my sisterss. ( chanel, shannon, brooke, and heather ) they are all great. its funny cuz i cant calll anyone my brother because i never had a male friend or family member that actually treated me like one. ( but i do have biological one but hey who cares )
THANK YOU JESUS FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME. YOU NEVER FAIL TO AMAZE WITH YOUR BLESSINGS.
um i also tend to see alot of my so called "friends" being moved down to associates. its just that i need ppl who got my back so if u dont ... i can say hi i can say bye but never can say friend.
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS THOUGH.
omg if u have me as a friend on fb feel free to go look at my pics of my experience at the concert last nite. it was excellent.
ok ppl. this was my life in about 2 minutes.
2's mi loves.
I feel great. well im telling myself that. but i do its just that im looking over alot of shit rite now.
This week has been like a big realization in my life. i feel like i am transforming into a whole new person. Im loosing weight, my aspirations are becoming more clear, the people who belong in my life are becoming more definite, but with success comes more struggle.
Like its alot of things im struggling with whether its family or social but im still struggle. but u know what im not even gonna let it get me down or anything. im so sick and tired of wasting my life away by being sad or angry at myself for things ppl do to me. its fine im going to get hurt sometimes but im way stronger than letting them simply break my spirits.
I really like this one person in my life rite now. they simply are amazing. even though i feel pretty connected with them. im not even half way connected or close to them as i should be. i still get nervous when i talk to them. ( ghey ) but yea im gonna let it ride. i was apprehensive but i think they will be a great person to share life with.
I love my sisterss. ( chanel, shannon, brooke, and heather ) they are all great. its funny cuz i cant calll anyone my brother because i never had a male friend or family member that actually treated me like one. ( but i do have biological one but hey who cares )
THANK YOU JESUS FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME. YOU NEVER FAIL TO AMAZE WITH YOUR BLESSINGS.
um i also tend to see alot of my so called "friends" being moved down to associates. its just that i need ppl who got my back so if u dont ... i can say hi i can say bye but never can say friend.
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS THOUGH.
omg if u have me as a friend on fb feel free to go look at my pics of my experience at the concert last nite. it was excellent.
ok ppl. this was my life in about 2 minutes.
2's mi loves.
Monday, June 2, 2008
The Nature of the Matter..
The Sun shines brightly down on you
Illuminating your every aspect
Like a blooming flower
Your body is like that of a humming birds
Uniquely suspending my mind
In time
Just for the moment our eyes meet
Your touch blows me away
Like a leaf on an autumns day
No matter how hard i try to hold on
You simply make me release
I fell for you so softly
Like a snowflake on a winters day
Melting instantly on a windows surface
Your warm heart melt me away
Like a increase in temperature
On any given day
Now our minds dance
Like the movements of clouds in the sky
We are on an all time high
I dont even want say good bye
Because that would insinuate our last meeting
Now as the sun sets
You glow
With the moon and stars
like the great specimen you are
Sunday, June 1, 2008
hola mi loves
Hey people,
Im just living another beautiful day. Feeling great. Just doing me.
AREN'T READY FOR THE SUMMER LIKE ME?
I just feel like there are gonna be alot of accomplishments and breakthroughs for me and everyone i know.
I love so many people in my life rite now. just so grateful to even be able to talk to others. and some i cant even fathom words to describe how much i appreciate them.
ok well this blog is very short i just felt like telling you guys that.
2's mi loves.
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