Update. to mi vida

Hello,

I feel great. well im telling myself that. but i do its just that im looking over alot of shit rite now.
This week has been like a big realization in my life. i feel like i am transforming into a whole new person. Im loosing weight, my aspirations are becoming more clear, the people who belong in my life are becoming more definite, but with success comes more struggle.

Like its alot of things im struggling with whether its family or social but im still struggle. but u know what im not even gonna let it get me down or anything. im so sick and tired of wasting my life away by being sad or angry at myself for things ppl do to me. its fine im going to get hurt sometimes but im way stronger than letting them simply break my spirits.

I really like this one person in my life rite now. they simply are amazing. even though i feel pretty connected with them. im not even half way connected or close to them as i should be. i still get nervous when i talk to them. ( ghey ) but yea im gonna let it ride. i was apprehensive but i think they will be a great person to share life with.

I love my sisterss. ( chanel, shannon, brooke, and heather ) they are all great. its funny cuz i cant calll anyone my brother because i never had a male friend or family member that actually treated me like one. ( but i do have biological one but hey who cares )

THANK YOU JESUS FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME. YOU NEVER FAIL TO AMAZE WITH YOUR BLESSINGS.

um i also tend to see alot of my so called "friends" being moved down to associates. its just that i need ppl who got my back so if u dont ... i can say hi i can say bye but never can say friend.
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS THOUGH.

omg if u have me as a friend on fb feel free to go look at my pics of my experience at the concert last nite. it was excellent.

ok ppl. this was my life in about 2 minutes.

2's mi loves.