Inner Feelings

Ok i think its time to empty out my feeling onto the internet

i feel like my social circle is changing drastically.

i feel really disconnected to my inner circle of friends and that annoys me but it seems like every time i try to ask them to open up i get the back hand of things.

i really have something to tell someone but im super terrified that it wont be taken seriously.

i am stressed the fuck out but i smile anyway

half the ppl that call me friend i dont view them the same way

i love alot of ppl ( not romantically ) but i feel like they will just joke about it if i tell them

i wish i was closer with ppl sometimes. like i only got one person that i feel comfortable talking about anything with and rite now i feel uncomfortable toward her sometimes cuz its me holding back my inner thoughts and i dont like being burdens to ppl

i hate ppl who dont practice what they preach. like this one girl. not gonna go their but such a hypocrite

i hate missing out on chances.

so like idk y ( well i do ) i really hate being home and its like a disease now. i can be super tired but soon as my feet hit that pane i wanna leave. but of course i have no where to go half the time

i dont feel comfortable with any of my friends to just go to their house and chill. i feel like it has to be an event or something or i have to be invited.

im having a hard time with dealing with some things in my life ( as usual ) its only me so whatever im used to it.

i like to hear ppl problems but i dont like being in the problems. i am neutral. no im not gonna ask her this and tell him this no. thats ur drama and ur problem so u handle it. i can talk u through though.

i disreguard so many of my feelings all the time. its kind of ridiculous

so i want a tatoo. either i want my angel wings or spinal cord done. either one will be great for me.

so um yea i have more to say but of course im not gonna put it on here. so adios for now.